Chapter 14
“It’s okay.” I take his hand in mine and lift it to kiss hi
iss his fingertips. “We can work out this dating thing together.” Tamile sofily.
“Tran’t marry you”
Lfrmen. “Well, we just got together.“I chuckle. “Who knows what will happen?”
“I know.” This jaw ticks as it clenches, his eyes hold mine. “I aim to marry an Italian girl”
“What?” I drop his hand
“My heritage is very important to me. It is expected that 1 deliver a strong bloodline; my children’s first language to be Italian.” He thinks for a moment before adding. I need an Italian wile.”
I step back from him, the sting from his words cuts like a knife.
Tm sorry,” he murmurs. “L“He pauses. There is no excuse for my selfishness last night.”
her ugly head. “Because
“It’s the twenty first century, Gabriel. Why would you think that you need to marry an Italian?” I snap as my anger rears her ugly h was to Violet,” he shaps. Because I want to “Ilis silhuene blurs.
“So last night. “I screw up my face in tears. “Meam nothing?”
meant everything.” he whispers, his nostrils are. “It was a gift that
we gave to ourselves. One that I will hold dear forever.” He pushes the hair back from my forehead. You will never be forgotten.”
And I feel it coming, the pain, like a tidal wave, as my heart shatters into a million pieces. I turn and march up the hall to the bedroom. I rush into the bathroom and see my clothes folded neatly on the chair, and I put my hands over my mouth and sob. When he folded these be know
He knew that we never stood a chance, all along. He knew.
I thought resigning had given us a solution to our problem, but I had no idea what was really going on in his head.
He doesn’t care at all, he never did
My god
I’m such a lovesick fool
I just need to get the hell away from him
I throw on my dress and shoes and rattle through my handbag for a pair of sunglasses. I put them on and walk back out.
His eyes hold mine. “Violet. he whispers as he reaches for me.
“Don’t fucking touch me,” I whisper. I march to the elevator and push the button.
He stands quietly behind me, unsure if I’m about to take a
aswing at him.
The elevator doors open and we ride to the basement in silence.
With my dark glasses on he can’t see my tears, but the lump in my throat burts so bad as I try to hold the
them in
Once in the basement parking lot, he strides in front, and I follow him as pieces of my heart drop onto the concrete like content
He gets to a black fancy car and the lights flash twice as he pushes the button. I don’t even know what kind of car it is, only that it’s cold
We drive to my place in silence, and I pray to god that he’s going to change his mind once we get there.
How could he not, we are meant to be together.
Sweet Surrender
Chapter 147
He pulls the car to the curb outside my building, and we sit in silence,
“Violet “he whispers. “Don’t hate me.”
I close my eyes, verging on a full meltdown. “Goodbye, Gabriel” “Goodbye,” he whispers
I can’t even see him through the tears, but knny I need to get the hell out of this car before I start to beg for his love. I would give anything
I get out and slam the door and as I walk up the steps, I hear his sports car rear up the road, he didn’t even wait until I got inside.
Isob my way through the foyer and into the elevator. After the best night of my life came the worst day in history. He’s gone.
The mover loads the last box onto the truck and pulls the door down. “That’s the last of it“.
“Thanks” I smile.
I see you in Greenville tomorrow?” he says.
“Uh huh.” I step back from the truck. “Drav malo,”
“I will.”
I watch on as the truck pails out into the traffic and I look up the road.
He’s not coming
It’s been seven days since Gabriel dropped me home, and for some reason, I thought he’d come back. In the back of my mind I hoped that it was going to be a fairy tale romance, where the hero comes back at the last second to declare his love.
But he’s not
He’s in Italy, he flew out the night after we were together.
1 know this because I checked his email that confirmed the flight. The next day he changed the passwords to everything pushing the finality of our
I get a vision of him in Italy with all of those beautiful Italian women and my heart twists, he’s probably looking for his future wife right now that’s if he doesn’t already know who it is
Of course hemows, she’s not me
I drag myself hack up to my apartment to start the final cleanup. I’m staying in a hotel tonight and fly out first thing in the morning
Icanter
tcry anymore, there are no tears left.
My heart is an empty vessel, broken beyond repair. And the worst part is that I miss him..
I miss him so bad that I can hardly breathe.
And I want to hate him, but I can’t even do that right.
I look around my apartment and there are a few odds and ends on the floor, my red clutch purse is sitting on the counter, the never found it under the cushion on my lounge when they were moving it.
I walk over and throw it into my suitcase. I’ve packed a bag of clothes to get me through the next few days. It clunks as it hits the side, what’s in there that’s hard? I pick it up and look inside to see the black box with silk ribbon. “Gabriel’s pen “With all the heartbreaking, I completely forgot all about this. I quickly undo the ribbon. “Maybe he had it engraved I open the box and frown, there’s another felt box 1 open that and gasp. I take it out and my eyes widen, it’s a diamond tennis bracelet. He bought me a diamond
Not one diamond, but an entire bracelet.
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His words come back to me: 11 unly ever buy a diamond for someone I love.
“What?” I whisper. The hell?”
There’s a small card underneath and I take it out of the envelope.
20:30
Sweet Sartender
15.01.
Chapter 14
To my Violet
Forever yours
Gabriel
Isereve up my face in tears as 1 hold the bracelet to my chest, he loved me.
In his own messed up way, he loved me.
Six weeks later.
Greenville is new, different to New York I’ve met a few people and have taken my time unpacking, trying to find a new normal
I still suffer from my affliction. I miss him every day.
I haven’t spoken a word to Gabriel Ferrara, he never called, and I couldn’t bring myself to talk to him now, even if I wanted to
He broke something between us that can’t be repaired.
I wear my diamond bracelet all the time. I will never take it of
It is my most prized possession, and as messed up as it is, knowing that he did care makes me feel a little better.
I hope he suffers too.
I sit on the side of my bathtub and stare at the st
“Please be negative, please be negative.”
stick in my hand.
I’m late, and shouldn’t be because I was on the pill.
With my heart in my throat, I watch as two lines light up, and I put my hand over my mouth in shock
No it can be.
I do another test and get the same result.
Oh my god no, this can’t be happening.
How? I was on the pill. My mind rolls over the last few months.
Oh the antibiotics for my sore throat, was that it?
It has to be
Gabriel’s words from that morning come back to me, loud and clear.
It was a gift that we gave to ourselves.
Did he know?
I put my hand over my stomach and look down at myself a baby.
What the…
I’m having his baby.
