Chapter 117
Elara felt that this was not good and subconsciously tried to push him away.
But he was too serious, and suddenly she remembered that he didn’t usually behave this way.
If his usual personality were to be asked to kiss her actively outsille, he wouldn’t even be able to do it.
However, at this moment…
Elara resisted the urge to push him away.
Her hands that had initially wanted to shove him aside instead gently wrapped around him.
‘Alright… she thought with a sigh inwardly, just this once!‘
After the kiss, Lysander released Elara and looked at her.
Seeing her gloomy expression, he asked, “Are you angry?”
‘I have rushed over so suddenly and said all those to her… Lysander wondered, ‘Will she find me annoying?”
Elara heard him and glanced behind him, feeling slightly relieved that no one else was around.
It would have been embarrassing to be seen.
Turning back to Lysander, she admitted, “I am a little angry.”
Lysander didn’t know what to say.
Lysander looked at her, his dark eyes revealing unreadable emotions.
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with me. up don’t want to break said meant when you you Elara continued, “I do want to ask what correctly, are you saying that I’m going to break up with you, and you ran over to confront me?”
Lysander replied, “Didn’t you suddenly come rushing to Rivercity because you didn’t want to see me?”
“Well… that’s true!” Elara said.
It was true that she had been particularly angry when she left.
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Of course, aside from her anger, she had also been contemplating whether she needed some time to think things over.
She needed to figure out if she got the wrong idea about Lysander because of her previous memory.
It couldn’t be that because he had, in her previous life, given her a glimmer of hope, she was going to get attached and be fooled again!
Lysander listened to her words, then looked at Elara and said, “I disagree.”
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eyes
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Elara met his gaze and couldn’t help but smile. “What do you disagree with?”
“Whatever reason you have for wanting to distance yourself from me, I don’t agree,” Lysander said.
Elara was on the verge of being annoyed with him. “Don’t you want to know why I don’t want to see you?”
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“Why?” Lysander asked, tooking at her.
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Though he didn’t particularly want to know and was not interested in the reason why she wanted to leave him, he had no choice but to listen at that moment.
Elara said, “Lysander, I have some regrets about sleeping with you!”
“What?” He looked at her in surprise, taken aback by her words.
He had to admit he had gotten a little carried away at the time when it happened.
‘Perhaps it was because I was moving too fast in our relationship that she hated me so much, he thought.
Elara looked at him and let out a helpless laugh. “Although you said you love me a lot and expressed those feelings, I’m very touched. But your attitude has disappointed me! You make me feel like you don’t love me as much as you think you do.”
“What I just said was true,” Lysander said.
“But to be so cold to me after we slept together, what do you take me for?” Elara asked.
“I didn’t!” Lysander denied it.
Elara looked at him, smiling helplessly and bitterly. “I didn’t want to see you, so I ran to Rivercity because I was kind of disappointed in you. I thought we were at least somewhat attached after all this time. But I didn’t expect… turns out, you’re just like all the other jerks. You don’t think it matters when you get what you want, do you? Is it because I was so proactive from the beginning that you feel like I’m the one who has to chase you?”
Since Lysander had said so much, Elara couldn’t help but voice everything she wanted to express.
She just was so angry and didn’t want to hold back.
Though Lysander usually acted okay, this incident had hit her hard!
She even wondered if she was destined to have a bumpy road in love–picking the wrong person again?
But…
The reason she didn’t directly tell him about the breakup was that there was still some reluctance in her heart.
She needed time to think about it.
Lysander heard what she said, and she looked even more aggravated than he was.
Lysander just repeated, “I didn’t.”
“You did!” Elara shot back. “Every time you left before, you would talk to me gently and at least give me a hug before going. But what did you do to me that day? If I’d known, I might as well not have slept with you, and then I wouldn’t have seen through you so early!”
“I really didn’t!” Lysander couldn’t help but raise his voice, interrupting Elara directly. Crispin, who was eating inside the house, heard the commotion and glanced outside.
‘Well… Is it necessary for me to go over and check?‘ he thought, Lysander sounded angry!”
Elara froze and looked at Lysander, her eyes reddening slightly.
She hadn’t expected him to be mad at her!
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“And you’re so mean to me! I never want to like you again,” she said.
Lysander looked at her and had to soften his tone. “It’s not like what you thought. I was in a bad mood that day because I thought that no matter how long I was around you, you wouldn’t care.”
“You’re quite good at confusing right and wrong,” Elara remarked.
Elara took a deep breath, desperately trying to control her emotions.
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She combed through her thoughts before saying, “It’s obvious that you’re the one who hurt me, yet you’re still acting as if I’m the one who wronged you. Ever since you started tutoring me, I don’t feel like I’ve ever done anything to let you down. After being by your side for so many years, you have the audacity to say that I don’t care about you!Lysander, I really can’t believe you’re this kind of person, especially when you usually pretend to be so honest.”
‘He is really good at playing the victim!‘ she thought angrily.
Lysander couldn’t help but interject when he saw that she had laid out all her reasons and had begun to condemn him. “Weren’t you the one who wanted to throw away what I gave you in the first place?”
“What thing?” Elara asked.
“The watch!” His dark eyes held a touch of sadness. “You kept the thing I gave you stored away, only to end up throwing it away. Didn’t you?”
“What watch?” Elara looked at Lysander in disbelief.
He pulled the watch from his pocket.
It was the same one she had asked him to throw that day.
Seeing the watch, Elara froze for a moment. “Didn’t I let you throw it away? How come it’s still here with you? Wait, you said this watch is from you?”
Lysander nodded. “Yes. I had it ordered when I was in Brookfield–a gift for you. It’s got your name on it, along with elements of the lavender, your favorite flower.”
Elara reached out and took the watch from him.
Ever since she traveled back in time, she had thrown everything connected to Asher.
But the watch had been put away by the maid of her house at home because it didn’t look cheap.
She stared at the watch in disbelief and then back at Lysander.
‘It was from him?‘ she thought surprisingly.
Seeing her shock, Lysander asked, “You don’t even know it was from me? Elara, is what I give you so unimportant to you?”
She had used to hate him!
Therefore, he hadn’t even dared to appear in front of her much
But he had never imagined that she would be so indifferent to what he had given her.
Lysander’s tone turned cold as he spoke.
Suddenly, Elara, who had just been arguing with him, stepped forward and zipped into his arms, wrapping herself around
